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Last week, Andy and I, along with family and very few friends, learned that one of the tests on Johanna came back positive. It was Down Syndrome. After a week of worrying and crying to everyone, today we learned via ultrasound that my chances are now 1 - 74.
She showed NO signs of it at all. The technician said she was perfectly healthy, there was no signs of Down Syndrome. The Genetic Councilor said that my chances were 1 in 74. Which is this:
Think of 74 pregnant women in one room. Only ONE out of that 74 will have an actual Down Syndrome baby. The other 73 will have a perfectly healthy baby.
I'm relieved to now know that between no signs, and my chances are slim to none, that she will most likely be born just fine.
The only other option to find out for SURE is a amnio, which I refuse. Now before everyone jumps on the, "Dont' you want to keep her healthy!?" Bandwagon, let me tell you why. An amnio is a needle that is jammed into a woman's belly and into the womb to draw out some of the fluid. The worst that can happen from this is a miscarriage, and that everyone is why I won't do it. I don't care HOW small the chance is. It took us 5 years just to get Johanna, I will NOT risk losing my daughter. I'm 21 weeks, and I'm confident now that she will be born just fine.
She's going to be a healthy strong baby girl <3
She showed NO signs of it at all. The technician said she was perfectly healthy, there was no signs of Down Syndrome. The Genetic Councilor said that my chances were 1 in 74. Which is this:
Think of 74 pregnant women in one room. Only ONE out of that 74 will have an actual Down Syndrome baby. The other 73 will have a perfectly healthy baby.
I'm relieved to now know that between no signs, and my chances are slim to none, that she will most likely be born just fine.
The only other option to find out for SURE is a amnio, which I refuse. Now before everyone jumps on the, "Dont' you want to keep her healthy!?" Bandwagon, let me tell you why. An amnio is a needle that is jammed into a woman's belly and into the womb to draw out some of the fluid. The worst that can happen from this is a miscarriage, and that everyone is why I won't do it. I don't care HOW small the chance is. It took us 5 years just to get Johanna, I will NOT risk losing my daughter. I'm 21 weeks, and I'm confident now that she will be born just fine.
She's going to be a healthy strong baby girl <3
God damn it
Yeah not getting that laptop back yet. The guy who did the keys...got the wrong size, and realized that in order to replace ANY keys...the entire keyboard has to be done. It's a specialized one. I'm just like:...how the fuck. So yeah. I'm just gonna write on thsi one. Frig it. ON TOP OF THAT I MADE A NEW WELCOME HOME AU CALLED TRUCKER WALLY.
Update?
Ok so...after like...what...2 months maybe? My laptop has...well...FINALLY got the parts it needs and will hopefully be replaced. I have to reset this one. Also, I hate this one X'D. It's so slow. It be great as a first time for regular use, but I'm not using laptops for REGULAR use I GAME. I did fall into another fandom hole X'D Welcome Home! Now, as a NSFW writer, DO NOT EXPECT WELCOME HOME TO FALL INTO THAT. I'll only do SFW for this fandom, this is due to the creator's bounderies of not wnting NSFW of their creations plastered across the net. So I will respect that. I did do a oneshot...but..I don't feel like I did a good enough job, so i removed it and I'm working on a new one that explains the OC better. Course I fell down the AU hole whiel I was at it. Also I fell down the Character AI hole while I was at it so WOOT.
Updateish.
So...I can indeed edit! I'm going to do so when I hit 5 chapters to upload. My laptop...is...still...in...the...damn...shop. Apparently they had to order those plastic pieces that go under the keycaps and the place they order from does NOT provide a tracking. So..it's annoying, this laptop is highly annoying. I have to learn how to play my daughter's favorite game with her via my phone and it's like:....HOW. I'm not used to mechanics like that (hey, I'm a 90's gamer ffs) No seriously, I learned how to play on Roblox because she really wanted to. Now I'm trying to learn Minecraft but damn! I also have to play music on my TV instead of laptop cause it honestly can't handle that. Argh. Anywho, I'm back to writing and what not, though today I need to clean X'D
Possibly Coming off Hiatus
I do not have my laptop back, yet. They had to order the pieces that go UNDER the keycap. Taking an awful long time for this I notice. Anywho, I noticed while writing the other day that the editor button had come back on the program itself. I use Microsoft Word to write (I have a sub to Onedrive, it gives me the programs and I love it). So that editor button is hella useful. I'm going to test it tonight on the chapters I have written. I also want to get started on some future stories, something to keep me busy. I'm still moving things to afforg, which I may start up again tonight, we'll see. I require the help of my bestie as some of the stories, if not most, were actually her characters. So if the editor works well again, I will be back! I'll update this probably tomorrow to let you all know :3
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Oh my goodness, my heart skipped a beat when
I read the beginning of this journal. O______O
But I'm so glad there's a very slim chance!
She deserves to be a strong, happy, health baby. <3
I read the beginning of this journal. O______O
But I'm so glad there's a very slim chance!
She deserves to be a strong, happy, health baby. <3